Well it's about that time yall, my last say in my apartment is October 28th, 2009. My children and I then will be going to Wisconsin, Madison there I will try to make a new beginning in our lives because it's just really hard for me here in Chicago I can't afford the rent and I can't seem to get a decent job because of my background, althought I haven't been in trouble in 9 1/2 years, in IL it doesn't matter your condemmed to failure unless you know someone that is plugged with a good job as well as low income housing or section 8 housing. I am going to go to springfield and help lobby against a lot of these laws that they have about ex offenders. I mean what I am supposed to do if the state of IL won't allow me to live they act as though they want you to keep doing the same thing that you got into trouble for in the beginning. I know that there are alot of people who are going throught the same things because I see it everyday, we have to stand up you all, if we don't do who will.